I would like a side dish of poison, please!!

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Forgive my dark humour, but I am feeling quite gloomy today...
I got the news that I'm not able to go to singing course, only to history and theory of music... Which I hate with all of this little black stone I call "heart"... It seems they didnt open any vacancies for the course...

All of this left me on a state of complete darkness. I have no will for happy or joyful things and my drawings are coming out horrible as something dead for 3 months. I'm not trying to seem like an "oh poor me!" person. I know I studied hard and that I did my best. Even so, it is a stab in the ego. Singing is the one thing I can do even when having people forcing me to do it. I will be able to shift courses next year, but this is not what I really want. I know... I'm acting like a spoiled brat. I'm noticing I'm getting too cinic and even agressive over this, gotta control my temper.

I've been writing now, although most of what I have created are just vague dialogues between storyless characters. Maybe I'll create a plot to add to it all... Someday?
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Poor dear....:hug: dont worry things'll get better in do time, you just have to go with the blows and then fight back full force! (notice I've been feeling the same way). Your art isn't horrible as you say! it's actually very decent! no lies! I'm sure singing is something that you enjoy a lot but now this will give you more time to work around with your voice, this may seem like a bad thing but really it could be a blessing in disquise...