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Forgive my dark humour, but I am feeling quite gloomy today...
I got the news that I'm not able to go to singing course, only to history and theory of music... Which I hate with all of this little black stone I call "heart"... It seems they didnt open any vacancies for the course...
All of this left me on a state of complete darkness. I have no will for happy or joyful things and my drawings are coming out horrible as something dead for 3 months. I'm not trying to seem like an "oh poor me!" person. I know I studied hard and that I did my best. Even so, it is a stab in the ego. Singing is the one thing I can do even when having people forcing me to do it. I will be able to shift courses next year, but this is not what I really want. I know... I'm acting like a spoiled brat. I'm noticing I'm getting too cinic and even agressive over this, gotta control my temper.
I've been writing now, although most of what I have created are just vague dialogues between storyless characters. Maybe I'll create a plot to add to it all... Someday?
I got the news that I'm not able to go to singing course, only to history and theory of music... Which I hate with all of this little black stone I call "heart"... It seems they didnt open any vacancies for the course...
All of this left me on a state of complete darkness. I have no will for happy or joyful things and my drawings are coming out horrible as something dead for 3 months. I'm not trying to seem like an "oh poor me!" person. I know I studied hard and that I did my best. Even so, it is a stab in the ego. Singing is the one thing I can do even when having people forcing me to do it. I will be able to shift courses next year, but this is not what I really want. I know... I'm acting like a spoiled brat. I'm noticing I'm getting too cinic and even agressive over this, gotta control my temper.
I've been writing now, although most of what I have created are just vague dialogues between storyless characters. Maybe I'll create a plot to add to it all... Someday?
Find me in other places... [my facebook page]
Long time no post!
I'm just leaving the link here, considering many of you have Facebook, and I started my art page, I guess we could connect. :)
https://www.facebook.com/andrep.di
Do visit and like if you want to. :) Some stuff are there that I don't have here at DA and vice-versa.
Cheers! :wave:
Gee, time sure flies!
Well well well, it's been a long time since I've updated my journal!
So life's turned around pretty much. Studied for a year, practiced a lot of stuff, and guess what: who'd think I'd feel this good being a designer and illustrator?
To sum things up a bit, last year I decided to kick fate in the behind and take a one year illustration course. Being a designer in a land where people almost deny it as a profession drained me of my self-esteem and motivation, so I decided to try another route with something I love, which is illustration and art.
Turns out, I guess I was pretty good at that! I do feel like I've improved a LOT, and I also know
Time for an upgrade!
Design's all nice, fine and dandy. Seriously, it is! You see, I took a major in Communication Design about 2 years ago and about 6 months ago I finally started working as a designer. I felt like a monkey throwing poo at the ill fate the world lives in! But it's a field where that poo hits the fan faster than you can imagine! So I'm sorry all you designers out there, I love design, but if you don't have nerves of steel...
...
It just drains the life out of you! And believe me, I AM a devil in the buisness class, although I disguise it fairly well, from what I've been told...
After not being able to draw for about 4 months and a half, fallin
Tarot madness!!
That's RIGHT! I'm in hyper mode with a tarot project and I just can't get enough of it! Already did the linearts for the Major Arcana (you can see it in my Gallery under "Ifraea's Odacle") and I'll start with the minor arcana while I don't have my new pc (this laptop's dieing! :pray:) to color the linearts.
So now I have about... 20 more drawings to do!! :wow: I'll rename the 4 types to Dreams, Moons, Halos and Seeds. You'll figure out why as soon as I finish the linearts for them! :giggle:
So wish me luck! :wave: And feel more than welcome to comment the ones already submitte! :aww:
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Poor dear.... dont worry things'll get better in do time, you just have to go with the blows and then fight back full force! (notice I've been feeling the same way). Your art isn't horrible as you say! it's actually very decent! no lies! I'm sure singing is something that you enjoy a lot but now this will give you more time to work around with your voice, this may seem like a bad thing but really it could be a blessing in disquise...