Design's all nice, fine and dandy. Seriously, it is! You see, I took a major in Communication Design about 2 years ago and about 6 months ago I finally started working as a designer. I felt like a monkey throwing poo at the ill fate the world lives in! But it's a field where that poo hits the fan faster than you can imagine! So I'm sorry all you designers out there, I love design, but if you don't have nerves of steel...
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It just drains the life out of you! And believe me, I AM a devil in the buisness class, although I disguise it fairly well, from what I've been told...
After not being able to draw for about 4 months and a half, falling into depression, having job-related issues (which I won't describe *hint hint, nudge nudge, you-double-crossing-prick-I-hope-you-burn-in-hell*), quitting my job and finally getting some of my self-esteem and love life back, I realized something...
I didn't draw for 4 and a half effin months! And damn, it felt good as HELL to pick up that mechanical pencil and draw 'till my hand was almost bleeding! And pick up on all the fun I've missed! Hell, I could make a living out of that.
*click*
That's right. My brain lit up and remembered me that I CAN do that, that I should have the competence to be an illustrator. But then again... I need practice, orientation, guidelines on all the stuff I DON'T know.
So guess what? The hell with money, independence and sucking up to life! I'm gonna follow the dream and starting this Wednesday, I'm starting a one year illustration course at ETIC_. Wanna know the funny irony? I found out that one of my teachers will be
. Well wha'dda 'ya know? Gravihk's learning from Grafik!
(sorry, pun intended!)
So yeah, bite me, life! I'm gonna try it my way now!